November!

Phew. Its been weeks! Yes, its time for some good updates of what had happened. 

Caution : No pictures, few hundreds of alphabets. >.<

The MSS I tried to do is such a failure. I once told myself, this is something that I can do at least so that the old fashion diary of mine can be thrown into the dustbin. Attempt failed, and it seems I talked less and less with darling. I don't know what had happen, I can't see why we talked less, and we talked normal like we were before. Was watching Off the Map recently, and an interesting conversation in the series caught my attention.

What are we? 

I keep asking my self, what are we? Is the we is about you and me going deeper of more than friends? Or we just simply good friends? I am confused and that is why I asked the other day. Doubting and seeking answer to the question surprise me with the strong emotion that I have to overcome. I been a crybaby for this few days and I just couldn't get myself to talk to anyone. But yesterday, I did talk to a goooood friend of mine, not so close during uni days but been so close during internship - I address her as my mommy because she really take care of me during those two months in India. With crying and a simple question in mind, I become someone else, someone that people say weak and silly. Oh my!

Talking about weak, lets story on chicken pox. October 2011 is such a historical month. All three, all three Binati are down with chicken pox. Second bro was home for four days to attend a wedding in KK roughly on the 1st week of October. He flew back to KL on 9th, and the next day on 10th, he flew back to Sabah because of chicken pox. Later after two weeks at home, eldest bro and me also having chicken pox. Mum was exhausted taking care of us and needs dad to massage her legs because of too tired. By now, almost all the scar has gone but some are still there. The goood thing about being down with chicken pox is, I got to sleep many-many hours because of the medication. But the bad thing is, saya tidak dapat makan seafood dan kicap dan makanan-makanan yang berpotensi gatal. >.<

I guess, my birthday gift is the beauty spots I got from chicken pox! yes, 22 I am yesterday. No grand celebration, just a simple day surrounded by warm birthday wishes from friends and family and a rainy day. 

Happy Monday people! 

p/s: I need to update more. yes. more. 

p/s/s: HTC Sensation XE with Beats Audio is so sexy!