Take time slowly~

As if by destiny, I meet you again
As if it was predetermined that I open my heart to accept you again
As if it was all being fixed that hurts will come as a cost of a soul mate
And five months back, all was beautiful and sweet as gula melaka.

Deleted you from my 'friend list'
Deleted you from my 'contacts'
Deleted you from my mind, but it don't do any luck
Still my heart says, you are my everything..

Baby steps I am taking now
To get you behind my eyes
To get you erased from my life
To get prepared for the reality of you saying goodbye
To get back to normal life, just before you are there..

When you call that girl 'dear'
Then she call you 'bie'..
I just wanted to smash your head with a hammer
I just wanted to kill you
I just wanted to give your brain to the monkeys
Because it hurts when I believe,
Believe that I was the only one.

I will never be able to forget you
Because you hurt me,
By letting me believe all the lies~
I let loose my feelings for you
as I trusted you that you will be loyal..

Nevermind, someday karma will take the wheel
Nevermind, God is good all the time
Nevermind, friends and family are bonded forever
Nevermind, tomorrow will be better
Nevermind, there is always a better one..